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I can has cheezburger and a cup of tea?
by Ana (yellowallamanda)
at February 18th, 2008 (11:23 pm)

current mood: worried
current song: Abba Teens - Gimme! Gimme! Gimme! ( A man After Midnight )

Name: Ana.
Age: 21 ( the opposite of 42, the answer to life, the universe and everything )  I act and possibly look younger.
Gender: Female.
Height: Fairly short.
Zodiac Sign:
Sun: Cancer
Moon: Taurus
Rising: Gemini

Likes: Candy, honest people, candy, cats, bunnies, candy, drawing, the summer, the spring, water, gemstones, flowers, candy, hope, when people are fine, freedom, candy, writing, drawings, candy, graphics, the arts, history, candy, kindness, music, love, video games, anime, series, music, cartoons... CANDY.

Honestly, I'm also secretly ( well, I suppose this is no longer a secret ) fascinated with what happens with people after they die and the way the loved ones they left behind will react to their deaths. I know this is sick, but I'm trying to be honest. Sorry if I'm sounding like a psycho.
Dislikes: Stereotypes, war, waiting, chemistry, unfairness ( I suppose sometimes I have a bit of a paladin complex ), crowds, jerks, lies, intolerance, being confused, not knowing what will happen ( I suppose I'm sounding like a control freak here -_- ) being ignored ( I realise how this makes me a bit of an attention and sometimes affection whore but I hate being ignored - it sounds too cold -_- ), lack of respect in general, seeing my loved ones sad, cruelty to all living things, making/seeing people upset, failing. I feel guilty and angry when I fail, specially when people get hurt because of it.
Hobbies/Talents: I enjoy dancing ( by myself ) reading ( mainly sci-fi and fantasy ), watching anime, listening to music, playing video games, writing, drawing and making graphics. I'm not really good at some of these things. So I don't know if I have a talent.
Strengths: As never know my strong points, I usually ask people for help. These people said I'm creative ( huh? ), kind-hearted ( dunno about this one as well ) ), responsible, sensitive ( it doubles as a huge weak point, depending on the situation, as I'm too sensitive and easy to get hurt and I get pretty bitchy when hurt ), diplomatic ( I guess it's easier for me to start fights then to stop them, unfortunately ), sweet ( I don't get this one, really ), modest ( I'm not really sure if this is a strong point, though, it sounds more like a nice way of saying the person has little self confidence ) curious ( it may double as a weak point, depending on the situation ), caring, smart ( ? ), funny ( I don't believe I'm funneh or have a huge sense of humor, though ) and hard working ( depends on the situation, I believe, as I can get pretty lazy ). I don't want to sound mean, but as you could see, I don't agree on everything. I'm thankful for the compliements, though.
Weaknesses: Weak personality points ? I guess that I'm shy, insecure, forgetful, nervous, clueless ( even though I try hard not to be ) naive, easily distracted ( look, shiny! ), restless, worried, confused, indecisive, stubborn, impatient, easily angered, too emotional, oversensitive, timid ( depending on the situation ), aggressive ( once again depending on the situation ), hard tempered ( I may break some stuff when angry ), paranoid, perfecionist, obsessive, secretive and a bit self centered, self absorved, lazy ( depending on the situation ) and delusional.

Sometimes I keep my emotions, my thoughts to myself and act either too serious or too silly. I don't know what is okay to tell people and what isn't, really. I have a bit of guilty complex ( I'm also scary when feeling guilty really, but on this case I'm prone to hurt myself and not breaking random stuff ) , low self confidence and a few communication and anger issues. As for other kinds of weaknesses I'm bad at sports and things like math and chemistry.
Habits: Sometimes sit in lotus position ( or like L from Death Noite ), or crouch rather then. I also hold scissors weirdly, tend to sometimes put my hand near my mouth, like an imaginary fan a bite my mouth. A lot. I'm odd.
Other notable traits: My mind seems to be always anywhere, but where it's supposed to be.

Favorite type of music: I don't really have a favorite type of music. My favorite type of music is whatever touches my emotions and feelings. It might be dance, classical, pop, rock...
Favorite quote: One must desire something to be alive.
Margaret Deland, O Magazine, September 2002
Favorite food: CANDY. Any kind of candy.
Favorite color: Blue. Blue calms me down and makes me think of the sea and the sky. I love the sea and the sky.
Favorite animal: Fireflies ( they sparkle ), cats ( I think I'm touchy, curious and territorial like most cats are ) and dogs ( I'm being biased here, since I have a puppy that I love to take care of ).

Optimist or pessimist?: It depends on my mood. When cheerful, optimistic. When gloomy, pessimistic. Unfortunately I've been feeling more optimistic then pessimistic lately.
Leader or follower?: Honestly? I'm usually alone so I suppose I would be more of a follower. If I have to be in a group, I tend to follow since I'm too much of a wimp to wimp. If I agree with the goal and like the leader, I tend to be a rule follower, even a rule enforcer. But if I don't, I just go along, not really caring about rules or anything.
Fighter or lover?: Hum... I fight for love! I try to be a lover, but sometimes I think I end up as a fighter. Even if I dislike fights. Thanks to my impulsive nature sometimes I do a few things that I end up regreting. Most of these things are fights or arguments of sorts.
Good or evil?: This is a though one. I think good and evil are confusing. I try to be good, but who knows? I don't think most people really know if they're being good or evil. Besides, sometimes the road to hell is paved with good intentions.
Impulsive or rational?: I try not to act by impulse, because as I mentioned earlier, when I act by impulse I might do something stupid that I will regret later. So I try to be rational, sometimes failing miserably ar it.
Loud or quiet?: I'm usually quiet, unless I get excited or depressed. Then, I get really loud.
Reality or fiction?: I think fiction is fun and a nice way to run away from reality when it becomes too hard or tiring to bear. But at the same time, I think you need to keep in touch with reality ( otherwise someone really familiar with reality and lacking some morals might try taking advantage of you ). So both.

Goal in life: To get a job soon ( my family and I are in need of this money ). A job that makes me happy, and gives me enough money to live ( I know how much I'm being utopic, yes, but I can dream, right? ). Having a nice family, being with my loved ones, and helping then to be happy. Well, more like trying. I also would like to be more self confident. I'm working on it, but it's kind of hard.

Who's your favorite Rozen Maiden character and why?: Kanaria! I find her to be so cute and I really love her self confidence! Wasn't a huge fan of her lack of courage, but no one is perfect. Some scenes in the end of Traumend made me really, really, really sad.

Who's your least favorite Rozen Maiden character and why?: I love everyone. Really. I don't have a least favorite character even though sometimes Laplace no Ma scares the shit out of me. But I still like him. The puppets were awesome. And I think Shirozaki is hot.
If you could describe yourself in one word, what would it be?:Weird.


Posted by: frostflowerz (frostflowerz)
Posted at: February 18th, 2008 07:57 am (UTC)
Tears- Stellar

Hummm... Megu or Tomoe? o.o;;

Posted by: feet on the ground (gravity_xx)
Posted at: February 19th, 2008 12:09 pm (UTC)

I'm not sure why but you struck me as Kanaria
I don't think that bit about you being fascinated by watching people mourn is psychotic by the way. It sounds like you just have an interest in Psychology.

Posted by: Taynis (taynis)
Posted at: February 19th, 2008 09:04 pm (UTC)
OBJECTION! ☆ Zetsubou Sensei

Tomoe :/

Posted by: Ritsuka (taciturndream)
Posted at: February 26th, 2008 02:36 am (UTC)

Since I know you a bit better...well, you worry quite a lot, but I see you as Ouverture Suigintou, somehow.
I can see a bit of Kanaria in the nervous/indesicive part as well.

Posted by: The Princess of Seyruun (amelia_seyroon)
Posted at: April 17th, 2008 05:00 am (UTC)
I love you.

Going with Tomoe.

Posted by: Miri (fearmirichan)
Posted at: May 5th, 2008 10:23 pm (UTC)

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